and to hear their voice every day knowing that they’ll never say those good things about you.
I’ve always been grateful that I didn’t go through that annoying teenager stage while I was in high school. I thought it was because I was too mature or (conceitedly) too evolved for that. Now, here I am at the age of 19 being a complete and total spoilt brat. Truly, I don’t want to be! It takes an actual effort to stop myself retorting with snarky little remarks every time people say something I don’t like or agree with. Because of the fact that all normal people when through this stage when they were about 13, I have no body to empathise with me.
I am obviously going through a very selfish stage of my life (evidenced by the fact that most of these sentences start with “I”). I’m acting like a child while actually having to live the life of an adult
Honestly, there is no point to me putting this out there in the internet world, other than to say that I don’t want to be like this. I want to change.